The Unsure Newbie

Sorry, this will be a long post D: So, Hi! Yesterday I made a post asking opinions about two cameras, and since I'm still unsure, i decided to once again plea for help, but this time opening my heart about what I wish and fear. A few months ago (probably a year xD), I was searching for wallpapers and felt unsatisfied for not finding THE wallpaper who fitted my mood. I started remembering the places I have visited and how they left a sense of magical aura in my heart and wished to have good photos of those places, I wished I had captured the feeling of the place. Adding a few more feelings to it, I started thinking how great it would be for me to take photos of places, improve them and share them with the world (basically making wallpapers, and presenting people with new places) Be it an old building, a street art, showing the good and the rotten... Since I don't have a job yet (finishing my Master degree), my budget would be until 360€, it is what I would feel "comfortable" spending, 450€ is already stretching, (I feel a bit uneasy spending 450€ or more for the fear of turning out to be a crappy photographer and discovering I'm unable to give form to my ideas), yet I'm afraid of buying something "cheaper" and be unable to have high quality image like I wish... I always had the "point & shoot", my family doesn't has a camera for a looooong time, we only use our smartphones (if you would like, I can share a few photos I took that have a decent quality). For now I can't remember anything else I could say to help you guys helping me >.< so, thank you so much for reading this. Have a good day/night!P.S: I fear buying things online, specially when the price is high, so something I can find on a physical store is the ideal :/ (I live in Portugal, can try to buy something in either France (would have to ask a family member) or Spain (close to the imaginary borders). Told ya' it would be a long post, I wouldn't lie to you xD. Thanks for your time :3 via /r/photography https://www.reddit.com/r/photography/comments/a62voy/the_unsure_newbie/?utm_source=ifttt